14 November 2022

 Hey...It's me

It's my 22nd Birthday! I don't know why I came back here honestly. I cried yesterday..well. I cried whenever my birthday is near. I don't really know how to explain why I feel this way..

Honestly, this year is the best year for me. I meet a lot of great friends and I don't feel depressed very often anymore + I self-harm a lot less .. my family treating me well too ever since I told them about ADHD... it's a struggle to get to this stage. But I'm proud of myself. I really do.

-Nina Nadhila


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