Hidden Anger
I know I'm not usually this kind of person. But I've suppressed my feelings for so damn long. I just ignore and try to forget whenever I'm hurt. It keeps happening over and over again. But I'm human, dammit. I have limits too. I have feelings, and I also have this hidden anger. When I try so hard to hide it, I end up hurting people by saying things as jokes. But honestly, I'm fucking hurt. I don't know how to let these feelings out. I'm scared of being judged. I've felt judged my whole life. So, does it even matter if I try to be honest and talk about what I'm feeling? Because in the end, they just judge me anyway? -Nina Nadhila 1st June 2024